14: ON SELF ANNIHILATION
The soul becomes fitted for union with God, by giving up self to the destroying and annihilating power of Divine Love.— This, in deed, is a most essential and necessary sacrifice in the Christian religion, and that only by which we can pay true homage to the sovereignty of God. By the subjection of self within us, we truly acknowledge the supreme existence of God; for unless we cease to exist in self, the Spirit of the Eternal Word cannot exist in us. Now it is by the giving up of our own life, that we give place for His coming; and, in dying to ourselves, He Himself liveth and abideth in us.(70)
We should, indeed, surrender our whole being unto Christ; and cease to live any longer in ourselves, that He Himself may become our life; “that being dead, our life may be hid with Christ in God.”(71) By leaving and forsaking ourselves, we are lost in Him; and this can be effected only by the annihilation of self, which being the true prayer of adoration, renders unto God, and unto the Lamb, blessing, and honor, and glory, and power, forever and ever.(72)
This is the prayer of truth: it is worshiping God is spirit and truth.(73) because we here come to know the Spirit to help our infirmities, and make intercession for us;(74) and being thus influenced by the pure Spirit of God, we are thereby drawn forth and freed from our own carnal and corrupt manner of praying. We can pay due honor to the Almighty only in our own annihilation which is no sooner accomplished, than He, Who never suffers a void in nature, instantly fills us with Himself.
Did we but know the virtues and the blessings which the soul derives from this species of prayer, we should willingly be employed therein without ceasing. It is the pearl of great price;(75) it is the hidden treasure; which whoever findeth, selleth freely all that he hath to purhase it: it is the “well of living water, which springeth up into everlatsting life:” it is true adoration, and comprehends the full performance of the purest evangelical precepts.
Jesus assured us that the kingdom of God is within us;(76) and this is true in two senses: first, God becomes so fully the Master and Lord in us, that nothing resists His dominion: then is our interior His kingdom. And again, when we possess God, who is the Supreme Good, we possess His kingdom also, wherein there is fullness of joy, and where we attain the end our creation. The end of our creation, indeed, is to enjoy our God, even in this life; but, alas! how few there are who ever come to know the pure joy which His Presence gives.
70) Galatians 2:20
71) Colossians 3:3
72) Revelation 5:13
73) John 4:23
74) Romans 8:26
75) Matthew 13:44
76) Luke 17:21